What were the stakes?

Did I make a mistake?

What did you take?

Was loving you a mistake?

Did you even care?

Why don’t you seem scared?

Were we prepared?

'Cause nothing was even there.

I know that you left me now

Cause I never even mattered to you.

You know I don’t believe in how

One little difference changed your view.

You say you cared about me

Then why didn’t you let it stay?

say you were scared to see

Our love shine another day.

Was I really worthless?

Where’s the flame that birthed us?

Did you even like my service?

What was my purpose?

Why did you give up?

Why’d you interrupt?

Just more trash in the cup,

'Cause it was never even love.

I know that you leave me now

Cause I never even mattered to you.

You know I don’t believe in how

One little difference changed your view.

You say you cared about me

Then why didn’t you let it stay?

I say you were scared to see

Our love shine another day.

I would’ve dumped your ass

If I had seen this impass.

But no one can forecast

The strength of love’s contrasts.

I’m yelling into the void.

I’m feeling paranoid.

My soul feels destroyed,

'Cause there’s nothing I enjoyed.

I know I don’t say what I mean.

I don’t know what could’ve been.

I hope that you’ll forgive me.

I’m gonna drink till I sleep.