Stare in my eyes so I can tell you why it hurts.
I wouldn’t die I if I was stabbed through the chest.
I’ve been stripped of the last hiccup, but I almost feel worse.
Its starting to fade, but what will happen to the rest?


Capture my breath and bring your lips up to mine.
A cardiac arrest wouldn’t stop it from being
A pain in the ass would be too much to ask,
For everlasting normalness is what we’re really seeing.

Once you said I was lying,
Then you said I was your friend.
Have I really improved enough,
For you to see me through?

That's what they wanted to see.
That's what I wanted to be.
Magic feels unsatisfying,
I don't feel like lying again.

I can’t wait
For this
Feeling.

I can’t wait
For this
Feeling.

You’ll wait for me at the end .
I still wanna be friend.
You’ll see me holding the door.
I hope I’ll come back for more.
I’ll see what I can do.
I be what I can for you.
I will cry, I will cry, I will be happy.
I’ll make it alone,
I will fake on my own, but please
Let me in, let me in, let me in to your heart.

Saturday morning yields me a new chapter in my life.
They call forgiveness unwieldy, but I’m managing just fine.
Pick up all the tables again and throw them at the wall.
Watch as the break into little pieces and splinter the bathroom stall.

Sunday morning shows that the time of yearning is long gone,
I wanna say it was a few months ago that you said I was everlong.
You came to publicly, you came to me privately, but you never had the guts to do.
But that’s ok cause when I look around there’s plenty others like you.

Monday morning shows that what I hope for has not come…